alright so i have rediscovered one of the most amazing songs today and i have happened to choose it as my theme song *just for now anyway*
you may be wondering what this unbelievable song is and (drum roll please) it is Unwell by Matchbox 20
it's not that recent but hey, a classic is a classic. i heard it again today after not hearing it for a while and i realised how amazing the lyrics are (if u dont know them, do urself a favour and GOOGLE!!!!)

next topic... my love life or what ever i cn call it
let me catch u up to speed with the three simple words, Friends with Benefits...
you see my dilemma already... *sigh* the plot thickens *as most do* and it turns out i may have fallen for the guy but i KNOW that he isn't looking for anything more than what we've got going on and while i cannot lie and do enjoy whjat we've got, i want more and dunno what to do about it... but what children, dnt fear, there is a silver lining to this dark and gloomy cloud, the parts of my brain responsible for poetry seem to have gone into over drive with all this sudden inspiration and so hopefully, with all my free time thanks to xmas hols, i should have a lot of new goodies up soonish for u to enjoy so keep ur eyes peeled
chat soon (i hope buhbye)
ps I got a JOB!!! yay